Before I get any more comments from the locals about how I look fine and that I’m not at all fat, I think I need to clarify my position. I didn’t say it because I was looking for compliments. I didn’t say it because I was looking for anyone else’s opinion. I was stating a fact. I currently weigh 40 pounds more than I did when I was a nice, healthy size eight. I weigh 70 pounds more than I did at my lowest adult weight, which wasn’t healthy, but it sure did look good in a swimming suit. The other day, I had to buy clothing in a section of a department store that I don’t even want to think about. Perhaps people do think that I look just fine, but I don’t feel just fine. My weight is making me unhappy and taking me in a very unhealthy direction and that’s all I have to say about that.
Scary how you can pull thoughts right out of my head and put them on your blog. I could’ve typed the exact same paragraph.
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